not dead

hola....sorry i havent written. number one last week was crazyness at school. i had about three million tests. today i gave a presentation on the effects of noise on our health. i think i did well. plus ive been a little bit depressed lately and havent really felt like writing anything. my mom says that ive been "absent" these few weeks. i honestly have no idea whats wrong with me or why i feel sad, but its true. i go to school, go home, go to school, go to sleep. maybe its because im thinking a lot about me leaving. who knows. on saturday maxi and i will celebrate our 3 month anniversary. how sweet. since ive been away from the blog we got into our first fight in which maxis mom totally took my side and scolded maxi for making me cry. hahahahaha. but everything is okay now. i finally reconciled with rocio. last friday we went out together for the first time in a long time. it was really nice to be with her again. i missed her. also this saturday a new club opèns so everyone is excited about that. it sucks not having money, or a camera. anywho, the girls at school im also started to get along with, although they are very fake and very expressive. when theyre happy, the scream. when theyre angry, they scream even louder. i get some bad headaches in school. for example on tuesday when we were supposed to get out early from school but the secretary had made a mistake, you have no idea the fuss they made about that. some of them grabbed their backpacks and left. how daring. well , thats about it for now. hope everything is going well .. chau